It’s hard to deal with!

It’s true! we as human just live in this world for temporary only.  When the time’s  up and God will call and lead the individual to the place that suppose to be.  Dad has gone for nine days but still hard for me to face the fact.

Anyway, I am glad that I made it back to Penang on 09/29 and still managed to take care of Dad for couples day.  Feed, talk and pray for him for about 3days and it’s all worth it.  I brought him the blanket ‘throw’ and cologne gees I feel so comforting by looking at him touching the gift even he can’t move by himself. 

During his last breath and we light up the candle by praying and telling him that ‘This is the light of God and to lead him to the new place, Jesus will hold his right hand and Mother Mary will hold his left hand.  Also we tell him to let go if his time’s up.  Also had granny blessing too and he took his last breath 1.10pm on 10/02 and eight of us by his side.  I am sure the light will lead him to the new world. 

As soon as he passed away, all my uncle and aunt help to move the funiture in our house. And within 2hrs all thing set up probably including obtain death certificate.  Woo it seems well arrange and this kind of coorperation just wonderful. 

I am still here in Penang and trying to talk and keep Mom occupied. Because she need more time to accept the fact and same to all of us but the sadness hit her the most.  Is hard to watch her when she woke up early morning and do nothing.   Because she normally prepare breakfast then his madication. 

I am very happy that my company allowed me to extend my time off as much time as I wants but I do not feel easy.  This is because my love is back to USA and I miss him very much.  There is no comparison even with phone call, email and IM.  Because I love and miss his touch, hug and kiss in person. 

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