The true meaning of Christmas.

Trees, decorations, gifts and everyone is deep in the season Holidays cheers but no one seems to find out the true meaning of Christmas! 

The historic record of the birth of Christ can  be found in Matthew 1:18-25 & Luke 2:1-20. Unlike any other baby, the one born that night in Bethlehem was unique in all of history.  He was not created by a human father and mother.  He had a heavenly pre-existence.  He is God, the Son – Creaator of the universe.  This is why Christmas is called the incarnation, a word which means ‘in the flesh’.  In the birth of Jesus, the eternal, all-powerful and all-knowing Creator came to earth in the flesh.

Why would God do such a thing? Why would he come as a baby instead appearing in power and majesty? Why make himself true man and live among us, when he knew full well how terribly would be treated? 

It was LOVE!

Still hard to deal with the ’emotion’

Its 1a.m. mid night now and I am still writing the greeting cards to my family back in Malaysia.  Understood the greeting card is all about cheer & fun descriptions but it indirectly hit my emotion. 

Yeah, Dad has gone for 2months now but it still very fresh and hard to deal with the emotion when I thought about him.  He is another person who spoiled me to the top. 

It has been a month that I have been mourning.

Today is an All Soul’s day in Malaysia and also rememberance of Dad’s death for one month.

Black, White, Gray and Blue that’s the color of my wardrove that I have been put on since Dad’s death on 10/02. As respect and I will mourn him until 49days. It’s not easy to handle the emotion and sadness but we need to stay strong in this difficult time and I hope everyone in my family will stay strong. In additional, calling Mom daily is a must for now as need to give her some expectation and also to occupy her time.

Sayonara and R.I.P. Ikoku san!

My love called me at work this morning and told me that Roger’s Japanese teacher /Ikoku san found death in her apartment at Boston.   Not sure whether over dose or health complication and hospital will conduct autopsy to define more details.    

Nope and l do not want to hear any other sudden death anymore.  Last Saturday we learned that Bay Area anchor Pete Wilson dies as heart attacked during surgery then follow by her L

Tokomo is sweet lady and always look for opportunity to make more money.   Just can’t believe that she is gone.   Although, she leaves in East Coast but she always in touch and asking advise on stock market and tips from my love. 

And we will remember her by looking at the half bottle of lavender scent that we use for candles but they used it as massage oil instead during their last visit.